Changes..Changes.. CHANGES!

So if anyone REALLY knows me then they know I hate change. I like being comfortable and knowing whats going to happen. But alot has changed since my last blog in November. I am no longer writing Ryan and my family moved out of the Long Beach East Stake to the Cerritos Stake because that's where the Lord wants us I guess. It doesn't really affect me or Kayla because El Dorado Ward covers that. But since November, Michelle has gone back to church with me and I am thrilled. :) She is doing so great and I am so proud of her. She has overcome so much in her life and she is an example on how to overcome trials. And Heavenly Father knows I have trials... Another thing... there are sooo many engagements in El Dorado Ward! I have mixed feelings of happiness and depression when I hear about all the love birds I know. Especially when a good majority are girls that are younger than me. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy for the girls. Also Ryan has 5 months left on his mission, and he wants to talk to me when he gets home. I have no idea what to expect. I'm nervous actually. But I know I can't worry about it now. I am going to take my friends' advice and just have fun and not worry about it. I'll wait til he gets home to worry. Lol. I don't know how things can change so fast. :( Also I have 2 more math classes to take and then I can transfer.. WOO HOO! So the question is.. Where do I want to transfer to? I've narrowed it down to 3 colleges. Theres Cal State Long Beach, Cal State Fullerton and last but not least.. BYU Provo. Huh??? BYU? Yeah I never wanted to go there... until now. I've talked to my best friend and others and many have said they think it would be a good thing for me (and they have a better selection of boys.. I mean everyone gets engaged there so I guess so...) I hate cold weather, but they say summer is nice and that winter isn't too bad. But me being the person I am. I'm scared. That is a BIG change. And I'm trying to do little changes in my life first before I make any big ones, so we'll see what I end up deciding. I just need to pray and follow my heavenly father and parent's guidance. Prayers are appreciated by others as well. :) Oh so many changes in my life right now...